Assalamualaikum everyone!! Its been a long time since I last post entry to my blog. Been busy lately. So maybe today is the first blog for the year 2013 after 2 monhs didnt post any entry. LoL!

Now, I'm looking after the son of mine, Muhamad Khair Anaqi. I've been with him at home since last year Feb. 

Now, i'm a part-time Tarzan. Hahaha.. He's been an active boy ever since he know how to walk and run. That's what kids usually do. They would want to try everything. They are just curious what the thing are. But this Anaqi of mine, he's just too active for me. But for the nurses that met him, he's just an acive boy. To then, hyperactive is when, the boy simply just cant sit still. They would run here and there .

So, for me, its really difficult to make him sit still and listen to wat i have to say to him. Even i wanna teach him something to learn, such as ABC or 123, he just couldn't sit still. How do i make him learn and at least he could achieve something from it. Hmmm. Im just wondering now. 

The cute little ones...

Muhd Khair Anaqi,,

How time flies && you are coming 3 months.. I couldn't believe my eyes that we have you in our lives.. You are growing right in front of us and we can see the diff in ur characters each month. Even if me && ur dad have to wake up in the morning,, we just didn't care if we have enuff sleep or not.. Even if you are not awake,, we would still awake to check on ur diapers..

Muhd Khair Anaqi, @ Newborn

Muhd Khair Anaqi, @ 1 mth +

Muhd Khair Anaqi,, @ 2 mths +

Darling,,

Papa && Mama loves you soo much.. You are our lives,, our light.. You hav make our lives complete.. We lovess you soo much.. Muachh!!!

Love by,

Your Parents

New Life...

I've just got an Invitaton Letter from the HDB for the flat selection.. It will be on the 12th May 2010.. Hmmm.. Wow,, but it will only be ready by 2014.. haha.. There's 4 more years down the road.. By then, Anaqi will be 4 years of age. He would be able to shout,, run,, talking non-stop with alot of question.. Haha..

The hse that we applied would be stated in Sembawang.. Its Montreal Dale's.. It's near Montreal Link.. Just a 1o-15 mins walk from Sembawang MRT.. Quite near train && shopping centre is better.. Easy for us to travel.. Lucky we applied earlier in December 09.. The moment it cme out in news 5,, the next day I get my younger brother to accompany me to the HDB @ Yishun Branch Office to apply for the hse.. Hmmm... Turn out,, we are the num 58 out of 156.. There's quite a lot of peeps apply as well.. Yeah2..

Now,, my mission is looking for a job to help us,, stabilise our financial.. Once its stabilise,, its easy for us as well.. Hmmm..

Tarah,,, thats for now of the HDB Letter...

What went wrong???

What is happening?? This few days is lyk hell... When he's making the face i didnt talk much.. But why must he make a fuss when I didnt talk.. Does he noe that he start it first.. Tk paham arr.. Geram pun ader... Arrrggghhhh... Fed-up arr.. Dia start dulu, aku yang kene.. Is it simply our fault?? The ladies fault... Haiz.. Boring...

Hmm.. Wat to do??

He is now awake.. He sleep only for a while.. Not lyk the previous daes tat he use to.. Sumtyms he only sleep for less den an hr.. Hmmm.. Wat is hee feeling ryt now?? Is he sick...?? Fever?? Nah.... Check with the thermometer,, but he is not having any fever.. Bt he's body is warm... Not lyk usual..

Last week,, he's crying becoz of his so called rashes.. When to KKH, they give an Aqueos Cream to act as a moisturiser.. But,, it seems that it doesn't make his rashes go off even we waited aftr about 1 week.. Den we go to Countryside clinic, Doctor Zailan's clinic, and ask wat do we have to do?? As per the lady doctor,,(dr zailan's is doing his pilgrimage),, the cream that KKH gav is just a normal cream, only moisturisers... Dat doesn't help... So se gave 2 cream,, one to apply on the face,, the other on his ears.. Alhamdullillah,, in 1 day,, we can see the changes... Hmmm.. If only we went to dr zailan's earlier..

Now,, we didnt noe what he wants when he cries.. Even aftr his feeding tym,, he wud still cry.. Hmmm... Shud i go to the doctor?? Or shud i juz wait till the confinement days are end..?? Coz as wat my mum says,, sumtyms the bby will create "problems" when his confinement days are going to end soon.. So,, what shud i do???

Life wit the new arrival..

On the 11th Feb 2010,, 2pm,, as usual i went for my check-up.. When it was my 9th month of pregnanc, almost every week i have to go for the check-up.. Dats becoz the doctor wanna keep update the health of the baby. And every week i have to go for CTG scan.. Dat is the day i have been admitted.. Due to my water level is low,, and that might harm the baby,, so the doctor suggest i shud be admitted tat day n not wait till 2oth Feb which is the due date.. So i was ask to wait outside rm 13 for further clarification.. And its confirm that i've to be admtted.. I was asked to make payment first and wait for the "amah", which is wat they called them to take to the ward.. Firstly i was taken to the admision counter to do some paperwork.. The waited again for the amah to take me to Ward 34 bed 18.. Thats when everything started.. @ 6pm after evening tea time,, i was brought to the Delivery Suites for prostin,, which they put on CTG scan to scan on the baby's heart beat & to track whether i have contractions.. Tat is wen,, they put medicine on me to make the contraction come as i didnt feel any contraction at all b4 the admission.. I tot tat my husband cud come in to the rm as i tot tat point of time i was going to deliver the baby.. Bt it's not the time yet to deliver.. So my husband had to wait outside the rm for 3 solid hrs.. Poor hubby had to wait outside..


Aftr 3 hrs,, & the doctor find tat i had no contraction yet,, they want me to go back to my bed & rest.. In 12 hrs time, i have to cum bck to DS to do the 2nd prostin.. Tats is the strong one.. Hmm.. Back to my bed is already 9 plus.. My family is all there... My mum ask me,,'kak, blom rase saket lg??' .. asking me whether i feel the contraction yet?? I said no.. @ 9.3opm they went home.. Left my husband by my side.. My husband left @ 10pm.. If onli he cud stay by my side till tmr.. B4 he left, when i kiss his hand,, suddenly i felt really tired & scared that my tears roll down my cheek.. When he asked me,, i didnt noe what to say... Soon,, he left me on my bed n go aftr sayin gdbye.. @ 11pm i started to feel sumting wrong wit my belly.. the feeling of my belly gonna burst.. It harden n my back crampp.. I tried to bear the pain till midnight,, i cudnt & i press the call bell n told the nurse bout it.. The only thing they told is tat i tried to bear the pain or i can get an injection or gas to ease the pain.. So,, i bear wit it till 5.3oam... I cudnt even get my eyes close n sleep for long as i tried to bear with the pain.. I was not long in the DS,, coz as per the nurse i had the contraction n its quite close to delivery.. So i was asked to cum back @ 2pm.. @ 2pm when i go down to DS,, the contraction cum n go for @ least every 6 mins.. The nurse insert another medicine in me which is th stronger one as my cervix is already 1.5cm open only.. They need at least 8-9cm open for me to deliver.. Aftr my tea time,, the do another CTG Scan at my ward.. This time the contractions cum every 5 mins.. @ 8.15pm,, I cudnt bear with it till my dad have to call the nurse... & to my surprise,, it is time for the delivery... They bring me to the labour ward... My husband follow me to LW.. But the rest of my family cant follow to the LW as onli husband arre allowed.. When doctor checked on my cervix,, it was already 3cm open... Aftr 4 hrs,, the doctor checked on me again and suddenly,,, burst.... My waterbag had just gone burst... Haiz... The moment it burst i feel lyk it was sumting else.. It feels slimy & warM.. The nurse was ryt,, when the water bag burst,, the contractions will be more stronger... Even the nurse put drip on me to make the contractions even stronger... They want the contractions cum every 2 mins.. I cudnt bear,, & i breath in the gas to ease it..




@ 6am,, the pain was unbearable,, it was the strongest & more painfulllllll den before... I feel lyk my belly is bursting.. When the nurse cum in i told her,, she said that it might be bcozit is time for the baby to come out and see the outside world.. And at last @ 8.17am,, the midwife help me with the pushing,, and pushing,,, and pushing... I push with using all my strength & energy as i feel it is much better rather den i juz stay on bed not pushing it hard.. In the end,, @ 915am,, a cute baby was born..


Born on the 13th Feb 2010,, a cute little boy that we named Muhamad Khair Anaqi was the light of our life.. Even though he wakes up every night,, we would still have to wake up.. Hmm.. If my husband have to work the next day,, I would try not to disturb his sleep.. Nw, he's 1 month old, as he grew with us,, our life as husband & wife,, the love btwn us grew stronger.. From todae onwards,, we would give the best for him..

Muhamad Khair Anaqi @ 1 day old..