Aftr 3 hrs,, & the doctor find tat i had no contraction yet,, they want me to go back to my bed & rest.. In 12 hrs time, i have to cum bck to DS to do the 2nd prostin.. Tats is the strong one.. Hmm.. Back to my bed is already 9 plus.. My family is all there... My mum ask me,,'kak, blom rase saket lg??' .. asking me whether i feel the contraction yet?? I said no.. @ 9.3opm they went home.. Left my husband by my side.. My husband left @ 10pm.. If onli he cud stay by my side till tmr.. B4 he left, when i kiss his hand,, suddenly i felt really tired & scared that my tears roll down my cheek.. When he asked me,, i didnt noe what to say... Soon,, he left me on my bed n go aftr sayin gdbye.. @ 11pm i started to feel sumting wrong wit my belly.. the feeling of my belly gonna burst.. It harden n my back crampp.. I tried to bear the pain till midnight,, i cudnt & i press the call bell n told the nurse bout it.. The only thing they told is tat i tried to bear the pain or i can get an injection or gas to ease the pain.. So,, i bear wit it till 5.3oam... I cudnt even get my eyes close n sleep for long as i tried to bear with the pain.. I was not long in the DS,, coz as per the nurse i had the contraction n its quite close to delivery.. So i was asked to cum back @ 2pm.. @ 2pm when i go down to DS,, the contraction cum n go for @ least every 6 mins.. The nurse insert another medicine in me which is th stronger one as my cervix is already 1.5cm open only.. They need at least 8-9cm open for me to deliver.. Aftr my tea time,, the do another CTG Scan at my ward.. This time the contractions cum every 5 mins.. @ 8.15pm,, I cudnt bear with it till my dad have to call the nurse... & to my surprise,, it is time for the delivery... They bring me to the labour ward... My husband follow me to LW.. But the rest of my family cant follow to the LW as onli husband arre allowed.. When doctor checked on my cervix,, it was already 3cm open... Aftr 4 hrs,, the doctor checked on me again and suddenly,,, burst.... My waterbag had just gone burst... Haiz... The moment it burst i feel lyk it was sumting else.. It feels slimy & warM.. The nurse was ryt,, when the water bag burst,, the contractions will be more stronger... Even the nurse put drip on me to make the contractions even stronger... They want the contractions cum every 2 mins.. I cudnt bear,, & i breath in the gas to ease it..
@ 6am,, the pain was unbearable,, it was the strongest & more painfulllllll den before... I feel lyk my belly is bursting.. When the nurse cum in i told her,, she said that it might be bcozit is time for the baby to come out and see the outside world.. And at last @ 8.17am,, the midwife help me with the pushing,, and pushing,,, and pushing... I push with using all my strength & energy as i feel it is much better rather den i juz stay on bed not pushing it hard.. In the end,, @ 915am,, a cute baby was born..
Born on the 13th Feb 2010,, a cute little boy that we named Muhamad Khair Anaqi was the light of our life.. Even though he wakes up every night,, we would still have to wake up.. Hmm.. If my husband have to work the next day,, I would try not to disturb his sleep.. Nw, he's 1 month old, as he grew with us,, our life as husband & wife,, the love btwn us grew stronger.. From todae onwards,, we would give the best for him..
Muhamad Khair Anaqi @ 1 day old..
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